I am a doer of crime,
I am a breaker of laws,
Within my heart lay many flaws.
Tears shed my eyes, I cry in pain.
Let it stop, this time is vain.
Nothing is promised here,
so let my sensation disappear.
Let me ride the royal horse,
Its timeless entities never die of course.
This ticking clock screams a horrid sound
What has not been lost cannot be found.
I must lose myself in unconscious thought,
Where my desires cannot be fought.
I'll cover my eyes and hope for better things,
Like the embedded vows in wedding rings.
Let's me get lost in these thoughts till I don’t need speech
Where my livelihood is out of reach.
Meaning of this work:
The royal horse is death and the speaker desires to die.